Rabu, 13 Januari 2010

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I REALLY LIKE THIS SONG! NICE SONG!

CRY ME OUT BY PIXIE LOTT

I got your emails
You just don't get females
Now, do you?
What's in the heart
Is not on your head
Anywhere

Mate, you're too late
And your weren't worth the wait
Now, were you?
It's out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that I'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don't need you
No more

The pick on your phone
Proves you weren't alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn't care
That you weren't aware
We're through

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that I'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain't no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer's still the same
It's the way it is
I got to go

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that I'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out
You'll have to cry me out
The tears that I'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It's time to get over yourself

'Cause baby, you ain't all that
Maybe, there's no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I'm walking away

complicated

mmmmmm i have too many problem in my life now! and i dn't knw wht should I do, to clear all my prob, mmmm maybe the answer is pray and surrender, and the most important is believe!
mmm just forget it!
know I really like Justin(udah lama banget juga si)but now i'm addict. huh he is relly handsome, awesome I like his style, his eyes, his cute face, his songs, and all the things about him ..... :)

i love u JB :*

Senin, 04 Januari 2010

huh i want to sleep right now, nice day, full of tears,,,,
I'm really sleepy. thanks for today GOD love u :)

till the ends of time...

mmmm its 02.30 o'clock in the morning.
and i still wake up and still being around in my room with laptop and bad song in my ear.... i dont know what would i do.... i sit in here and do nothing. mmmm I want to read some book but i wont to,

maybe now i fell so lonely because holiday it's over, I am sleepy but I dont want to sleep because i'm scared when i woke up I'm living alone not like usual, every morning always there some message for me in my phone, my cousins from batam, bogor, etc, always being around me, but NOW....! huh it's already gone,
take of over here! hhuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaa I miss u soo guys

and next year we'll meet again and i'm not 14 but 15 and i'll in senior high school....

awesome..... I miss u soo guys.... x*x*x*x* :(

About u now!!!!

mmmm previously i just u know something that really important for me about my mind, but too little too late, i late too tell u, yeahh no problem just write for my self...

Maybe I'm wrong
You decide
Shoulda been strong
Yet I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was no friend to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

[Chorus]
Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

I'll bet it takes one more chance
Don't let our next kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And no moving on
Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

And I know how I feel about you now
Yea I know how I feel about you now




but I know its too little too late :( hmmmm

About You Now

after a long time, after I broke up with him.
in that time I often listen to this song. and sometimes I often I think that what I had done to him by ending our relationship: ((
but it's happened and we can not return
and now is my time to forget him:))
axelazaryapratama<3 :)) LOL!
but now i want to say thank you so much for all that you have given at this time is not long
but I promise that I'll never forget it because I think it was an amazing experience:))
spent my time with you was the best moment ever :))
you taught me many good things and I'll never forget it
last sentence thank you so much
remember that I always love you but remember That I can't:)) <3 <3
GOD bless u sir <3 <3 <3


Miranda Cosgrove – About You Now

Maybe I’m wrong, you decide
Should’ve been strong, yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like…you

Couldn’t keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

There’s a mountain between us
But there’s one thing I’m sure of
That I know how I feel about you

[CHORUS:]
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All that it takes, one more chance
Don’t let our last kiss be our last
I’m out of my mind, just to show you

I know everything changes
I don’t care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

[CHORUS:]
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

[BRIDGE:]
Not a day, pass me by
Not a day, pass me by
When I don’t think about you
And there’s no moving on
Cause I know, you’re the one
And I can’t be without you

[CHORUS: (x2)]
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

But I know how I feel about you now
Yeah I know how I feel about you now

if it kills me.... ;(

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me




i said "even yes i dnt wanna be a distruber" mmmm yea jst let it flow ta...

TRUTH or DARE....

" Even yes I dont wanna be a distruber"

with honest i really hurt whn u said something that i dont wanna hear.
but finally u said that, and i already heard that. with all my tears i let u go. and I'm sorry whn u said"sorry" i cant answer because thats so hard.

but i just wanna say thank you for loving me, thank you for ur care, and thank u for ur love...

and i know my life would suck without u but i will try
I will open my heart for someone else and for the new one...

now Jesus is number one for me, and for now i will say "no more boyfriend!" :)

just try,try,try....!
I hope soo...
we'll see....

..... :(

that's the answer of all my question,,
u know that i'm broke up on that moment when u tell about ur mind, thats really hurt whn i choose truth and u said that " just a little bit and dont want her back" and now I want change my mind, about u. and try to erase u into my love life.... :( i knw that must be hard but i will try to recover my feel.


last sentence I love u but i can't :(